Okay guys - the challenge will be held off for a while. But it is for a VERY good reason. I GOT THE JOB!!!
Going to be a busy busy bee! (Hence why I am writing this at silly O clock in the morning (4.23am here)
2 weeks out of college and I managed to prove all those people wrong. I managed to get a job. Not through anyone I know; but by applying, attending 2 interviews and being myself! No one can take this away from me. I'm proud of myself. I did that. Noone else; me.
I know so many people get jobs because of who they know or through family or friends... But I did this all by myself! In 2 weeks!!!
It has given me a huge confidence boost, because they hired me! They obviously saw something in me that they liked, and just knowing that has made me feel amazing!
On top of that; my diet appears to be working. Still too afraid to hop on the scales and look, but my mum and a friend both complimented me on my loss yesterday and it made my motivation grow even more!! Come on 5 stone loss goal!!!
I WILL be non paranoid and skinnyish one day!!! Haha.
On a more Kaptured by Kirsty Photography note - For the last week I have been working like nuts to get a website up and rnning and give it another week or so and it should """fingers crossed"" be done and published!!
Aaaaaaaand :') I have merchandise now! Not too sure about postage as of yet, but when I know how much postage is, I can release the merchandise to you all aswell. The canvas themselves are going to be £15 British pounds, so they are excellent value for money!! Some people sell the size and quality I am for about £60. It's ridiculous. I want people to afford it. Not make insanely stupid amounts of profit. I don't care too much about the profit, I just enjoy it!!!
Anyway. I should probably try to sleep again for a little while. (Doesn't look likely) Thankyou all for your continued support and hope to hear from you - Let me know how you are doing in a comment below!!